Well, i'm officially starting a new fresh semester tomorrow, and my nerves are getting the best of me. Last semester left me leaving hopless and feeling like effort was meaningless. I gave up having a life Fall semester in order to work hard as humanly possible. All to waste apparently because my all wasn't near enough. So now I feel like trying meaningless and this semester will leave me feeling as hopless as before.
On the other hand. It is a fresh start. I feel rested up from break, I had a terrific time with family and work, but I miss my best friend already. Being with someone constantly and then going cold turkey is hard, and i'm really drawing on strength from God to stand it. I have a busy semester ahead, with Alpha Phi, tutoring, student teaching, extracurricular's and 6 classes.
I can do it...i know i can. God didn't lead me this far to leave me alone. He's here.
I can make it.
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