Just Rambeling

So, onto a new year, my sophomore year of college to be exact, and i'm enjoying every minute of it. Well, every minute I've been here. This means i've been at school for over a week and i've only been to two days of classes. Now before you think i'm skipping classes, i'm not. I only have tues/thurs classes. The reason i missed a day was because of a very good reason, my best friend had her baby last tuesday. I got the call at 4:40am and left almost immediately for the 1 hr 15 min drive to the hospital. Only to find that she didn't have him until 1:50 am on wednesday. I was with her through it all, except for a couple hours when i picked up my boyfriend, or the 45 mins she was having her emergency c-section.
Okay, the thing i'm getting too is that, this school year has only just begun, and i feel behind. On sleep, on reading, on catching up with my friends, i'm completely missing my boyfriend. Well i may be caught up with my reading, and i do get to spend all weekend with my BF, but i'm sleepy all the time. staying up a few nights and barely getting sleep really pushed me back. But ENOUGH whining, i'm sickening myself. The point, again, that i'm trying to make is that, i have a feeling this year is going to be different. Not neccssarily in a bad way either. I've got favor with God, a positive attitude except for my random bouts of negitivity, a supportive boyfriend, a new God-Son, and a new attitude on life. This summer was amazing for my spiritual walk, without these changes, i would be the same dry, negative person I was before May. I turn 20 next month, and it seems to be the perfect time for me to leave my teens. Now i've always felt older than my age, my experiences are to blame for that, but that doesn't mean anything to the world. to reach that golden age of 20, two whole decades, just seems so right at the moment. FINALLY! people may start treating me like an adult, as if my 17 yr old cousin who's looked older than me since she was 14 and i was 16, just having a baby didn't help.
Anyway, i do believe i've rambeled a rediculous amount already about nothing. But as my favorite band says in my boyfriends favorite song "let it all out, get it out, remove it."